People never knew

Life have been an asspain..
Apa yang ada dalam hati dan perasaan tak akan ada sesiapa tahu..
I've been keeping it to myself..
Am stopping myself from crying...
Am acting like am such a strong gal..and am not!

Welcome back :)

Just came back from a long getaway in KL + courses..
So now gotta start my gear back to work..

So dear gear please bare with me to start the engine now ..hehe

Starting gear for Kunyah :)

Ok start dari semalam am helping mum with her cookies..oh yes rasa macam dah naik pangkat dari pekerja am ke exec..hahahaha...
Apapun doing this is not easy..making my heart to love it bukan mudah..but am trying my level best obviously..coz mum's getting old and takkan nak duduk relax tgk dia buat semua ni..oh nooooo!! kesian dia..Arwah ayah pernah pesan to take over kuih turun temurun ni..bukan tak nak tapi tak nak gaduh or ada rasa ketidakpuasan..all i did now is for the sake of mum nothing more than that..
Kalau ada agenda lain or any feeling yang lain ttg tu i malas nak amik tahu..
Anyway i will be in KL for a week next week ..ada kursus plus will be on holiday..hip hip horeeee...nak tenang kan kepala otak dari kerja..

Tiring

I've just came back from KL yesterday after visiting my cousin at IJN...
Life is so so fragile..
You can lost it in a blink..
Appreciate it,love it and be thankful about it..

Am so blessed with the air i breath
Am happy the way i am now
I know am losing everyone that i love..and i know i will one day..and the counts wont stop..

So breath in and out..relesed it..and smile..

I smile

I smile when i can..
I cried when i need it..
And i laugh when i could...

The life am going thru
The journey i sailed
Are the memories than am trying to forgive..

The forgiven that never been given
For the sake of everyone
Am sailing it again heartbroken..but glad

At Last

When u keep a secret too long ppl will keep on hunting...
When you spill the secret ppl still keep on searching...
hmmm..
Pour it all and go ahead with life.. and be happy going thru with it :)

Happiness

Inside my happiness

Inside my happiness, there is nothing
But happiness for me

Inside my happiness, the colours are
So bright and vivid and i am able
To see everything clearly

Inside my happiness, there was no
Dark times because in my happiness
The sun always shines

Inside my happiness, there is no
Pain, there is no fear
And there is certainly no doubt

Inside my happiness, we all live as
One and there is peace
For all beings

Inside my happiness, addiction never happened
Inside my happiness, there are no sorrows
And no tears, so the hurt doesn’t exist
Inside my happiness, there is god
And he planned all this for me

Inside my happiness, there is nothing
But happiness for me

Life is like a bouquet of flower

When you love it
You will adore it
When you hate it
You will throw it...

Am starting my new life with new breeze....new air...
Will update soon...